A RESTING PLACE (INTRO)

Written by John Platter

 

ENCHANTED

Written by Chad Gardner & Zach Bolen

 

I am trying to stay safe

In a digital escape

In an isolated world

Keep it tame

Cold and calculated truths

A reality I choose

In a regulated world

Feel no pain

 

Shadow in a matrix

Searching for a light

Captive of the jungle

Hiding in the night

 

Break me free to live enchanted

Enchanted, Beyond control

 

I'm connected in a daze

Roam unconscious disengaged

In a simulated world

I sustain

Swimming senseless through a void

Ease my appetite with noise

In a stimulated world

Go insane

 

Shadow in a matrix

Searching for a light

Captive of the jungle

Hiding in the night

 

Break me free to live enchanted

Enchanted, Beyond control

 

Hide me, hide me 

Hide me in your mystery

 

Break me free to live enchanted

Enchanted, Beyond control

 

MOST OF IT

Written by Chad Gardner & Zach Bolen

 

I’m learning how to move

These mountains in my mind

I’m learning how to let go

When everything unwinds  

And make the most of it

Just make the most of it

 

I’m learning how to be

When I don’t understand

I’m learning how to let go

Cuz it’s not in my hands

And make the most of it

Just make the most of it

 

And when weight of this journey takes its toll

You are the joy that moves me beyond control

I have a confidence deep inside my soul

 

Cuz I'm alright

Yes I'm alright

Through the hard times

And the upsides

When the dark strikes

Keep my head high

Cuz I'm alright

I'll be alright

 

I’m learning how to live

In spite all of my fear

I’m learning how to hold on

To knowing You are near

And make the most of it

Just make the most of it

 

I’m learning how to be

No matter what’s at hand

I’m learning how to hold on

Keep trusting in Your plan

And make the most of it

Just make the most of it

 

DUST

Written by Chad Gardner & Zach Bolen

 

Dust to earth and ash to ocean

Evanescent, fading fast

You are all I really have

 

I’m not home till heaven opens

Life’s a vapor while it lasts

You are all I really have

 

Living for experiences

I romanticize thrill

Maximize my achievements 

But I'm not satisfied still

 

I’m realizing, that all my striving

Is chasing wind, is chasing wind

But you free’d me, So I can just be

Nothing to prove, Nothing to lose

 

The vapor of humanity

A tapestry of vanity

The cycle of depravity

A carousel of fantasy

 

Don’t let me fall apart

Be near my wandering heart

Hold me closely through this race

Help me embrace your pacing

 

RIDE ON REPRISE

Written by Chad Gardner

 

Tune my heart and rest my weary soul

 

IN THIS OCEAN PT I

Written by Chad Gardner & Zach Bolen

 

It's okay to be afraid

It’s alright in this ocean

Come and feel, this is for real

Come alive in this ocean

If we wait, it's no escape 

We’re alright in this ocean

To be whole, beyond control

Is to die

 

We’re afraid to set sail

We’re afraid to exhale

Afraid of adventure 

We just stumble and stall

Till we crumble and crawl

Back to our shelter

It’s enough that He’s here

It’s enough that He knows our frame

We are bound to the end

On a journey through fire and rain

 

Stepping out, into faith

Terrified of our fate

Tense and uncertain 

As our feet leave the shore

And the sails fill and roar

We need assurance 

It’s enough that He calls us His own

And he knows our names

We are bound to the end

On a journey through fire and rain

 

Sailing, sailing, sailing, sailing…

Drifting, drifting, drifting, drifting… 

 

Will you ever hear me call your name?

Will you keep me when I can't think straight?

How am I supposed to live afraid? 

I just wish this all would change

Are we drifting out here all alone?

In this haunted, empty, great unknown

Will you really come and bring shalom?

Will you breathe hope in my bones? 

 

IN THIS OCEAN PT II

Written by Chad Gardner & Zach Bolen

 

I try to face it alone 

Though I know that I'm unable 

I doubt what I know

When I don’t feel like you’re near

 

There's nowhere to go

Where you won't be right beside me 

My heart is your throne

You are always in control

 

I'm yours

You are mine

We are one

Heart and mind

 

FRIENDSHIP (INTERLUDE)

Featuring Chad Gardner & Blake Strickland

 

LOST?

Written by Chad Gardner & Zach Bolen

 

I’m lost in this place

At peace on my way

Your smile as I roam

Sings joy to my soul

 

All my running your redemption retraced

At your cross held my exhausted embrace

Now I wander in your glorious maze

Lost in grace, lost in grace 

 

I don’t want to escape

Enchanted, amazed

Wherever I go

No need for control

 

All my running your redemption retraced

At your cross held my exhausted embrace

Now I wander in your glorious maze

Lost in grace, lost in grace 

 

I’m in over my head

Wrapped in light

Tapestries of wonder

Fill my eyes

Running under rainbows

So alive

 

The light of your face

A vibrant array

My world is aglow

With color and hope 

 

All my running your redemption retraced

At your cross held my exhausted embrace

Now I wander in your glorious maze

Lost in grace, lost in grace

 

SABOTAGE/HOME

Written by Chad Gardner & Zach Bolen

 

If this is living

Then I am finally finding out

Life’s misleading

If this is freedom

Then I'm not sure if I want it now

I have reached the ceiling

 

If this is success

Well then I should have expected less

I could keep on dreaming

Cuz if I’m honest

I am beginning to have my doubts

What do I believe in?

 

I can’t escape this sabotage 

Taking what I want

But slowly I’m discovering

Exactly what is wrong

I pour myself out for myself

Such a selfish fool

When all I want is you

When all I want is you

 

This isn't living

I’m so defeated and uninspired

Life’s deceiving

This isn't freedom

I never stop always running tired

I just keep on reaching

 

This isn’t success

I’m just a jumble of work and stress

And I’m always reeling

And if I’m honest

I am beginning to have my doubts

Who do I believe in?

 

Now, As I cross this parted sea

All I had is behind me

With my home now far from view

This is home right here with you

 

You have sabotaged this sea

Now you're walking here with me

This is home right here with you

I am home right here with you

 

Wade in the water

Wade in the water children

 

Life is an restless maze

You are my hiding place

Life is an reckless haze

You are my endless grace

 

 

GONE

Written by Chad Gardner

 

I'm not what I seem

Only in this moment

Only in this moment

I'm holding on

 

I'm still bound to bleed

This is just a moment

I thought you should know it

I'm gold, then gone

 

I'm not what I seem

Only in this moment 

Only in this moment

I'm holding on

 

I'm no guarantee

I can barely focus

I know I seem hopeless

I'm gold, then gone

 

I'm not what I seem

We can both be honest

I'm not what I promised

I'm off then on

 

Pray I find my peace

Pray I slay the dragon

Pray I break this madness

And find the shore

 

 

 

A PRAYER (Original Version)

Written by Chad Gardner

 

Will I fall or will I misstep?

Will I call you with my last breathe?

Will you be there for me after?

 

Will I waste inside the silence? 

Where the fear is fucking violent

Wicked sinner thrown to Lions

With no hope on the horizon

 

If I fall or if I misstep?

If I call you with my last breathe?

Will you be there for me after?

 

Cuz I'm wasting in this silence

And my fear is fucking violent

I'm a sinner thrown to lions  

Is there hope on the horizon?

 

Jesus, where are you? 

Am I still beside you?  

 

I’m right beside you

I feel what you feel

And I’m here to hold you

When death is too real

 

You know I died too  

I was terrified

I gave myself for you

I was crucified

Because I love you

I love you, child

 

TRACKLESS SEA

Written by Chad Gardner

 

Jesus, the calm that fills my chest

This peace unstirred, this joy of rest

My weary soul has found a charm

Within the shelter of your arms

 

In desert wastes I fear no dread

I care not where my way is led

Fearless I walk the trackless sea

Since all my life is life with Thee

 

I’m holding on, to feelings in between

The faith I want, is bound in apathy

I’m tired of doubt, and feeling incomplete

Still, this hope I hold is my reality